Thinking about my life in decades10 years of nightmaresAlmost 20 of depressionand suicidal ideationsWhat’s this next 10 hold?No more night terrorsNo more wishing I never had to sleepOr wishing I would never wake10 more years of longing?Or 10 years of watching my babyturn into a child into a preteenand closer to a man10 years of […]